Luahan Hati

Cincin ini masih tersemat di jariku

akan ku pakai tiap hari,tiap masa

walaupun kita sudah tiada ape2 ag

awk ttap dhati sy

mgkin lau ade jdoh,kte akn brsame

p lau xde,sy ttap sygkn awk

wt mse ni,xde sape pn bley amek tmpat awk lam hti sy

ksedihan sntiasa mnyelubungi dri sy ni

p sy ttap kuatkn hti ni

senyuman n gurauan sy,mgkin bley mnutup ksedihan ni

hnya luahan di blog ni mgkin bley release sglanya

p xpe la,ni cre sy,life must go on

once again,i still love u

God's fate,i see u this night wif ur freinds

ckup la,dpt tgok awk,wlaupun dri jauh

sy slalu tgok awk pda cincin pmbrian awk

bnda ni amt brmkna bgi sy

ckup la,sy x mmpu ag u conteng blog ni

ssh ble air mata dh mgalir,nyte...

Harga Diriku

Di dirimu aku menemukan

Yang mencintaiku

Yang menyayangiku

Di dirimu aku ketakutan

Kau biarkanku

Kau tinggalkanku

Bila kamu tak lagi denganku

Ku tak tahu apa untuk jalani hidupku

Bila memang kau pergi dariku

Ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini

Mengertikah kau siang malamku

Dan tangis tawaku

Kau semua hidupku

Pandang aku pandanglah hatiku

Aku tak mampu melangkah tanpamu

Bukan ku tak punya harga diri

Tapi dirimu begitu berarti

Kaulah nafasku engkau harga diriku

Mengerti aku

Just want to share,love this song very much :)

2011

Salam n hye all,da lme aq x wt entry bru,hu3…bkn pe,bapak aq x byar broadband,xde duit katenye…so,aq xbley la nk on9,u entry kli ni,just renungan aq u thun ni,thun 2011…haish,byk perkara yg trjdi kt aq,sama ada baik or bruk…ok,aq xnk sntuh lgsg mse aq sem 2,sbb aq x nk igt pnm se aq di sem 2,yg aq nk igt mse aq sem 3…mse mule2 aq msuk sem 3,aq da b’azam aq nk wt elok2 u final exam…bkn pe,jminan u aq msuk degree nti…n aq sbnarnye nk single je sbb aq da btol2 frust dlam prmainan cinta ni,mule2 msuk sem 3 ni ok je without any girl,he3…p bled a start junior memenuhi kawasan ipg ni,aq tb2 terkesima ngan s’org hmba Allah ni,titik mula prknalan ktorg dri muka buku,bak kata Najwa Latif,Cinta Muka Buku J n seriously aq ckap,dye ni mbawa sinar bru dlam hdup aq,n aq da tekad mse 2,aq nk tackle dye n jdikan dye tman hdup aq,n dye ni la yg takhir,wt followers aq,aq ase korg knal la sape yg aq mksudkn 2,kn??? n the sweet moment,aq start in relationship with her on 30/08/2011,first day Hari Raya Aidilfitri,hri 2 sgt brmakne bgi aq,bgi aq dye ni laen sgt2…n hbgan ktorg bhgia hgga ke akhir sem,mlm last ktorg hang out skli ngan best fren dye skli,dye bgi aq sbentuk cincin mse aq ngan dye kt jmbtan kt China Town kala hujan mbasahi tbuh,saat plg romantik aq ngan dye n dye ade psan,jga cincin ni elok2,n pda mse 2 aq bkate lam hti,sy akn jga n syg cincin ni sprti sy jga n syg awk…n lau korg sume x pcaye,cincin ni akn sntiasa tsemat di jari manis aq,then…aq tpakse blik awl sbb aq kne jlani treatment u kpala aq ni n Alhamdulillah…sumenye brjlan ngan lncar,kpla da x skit mne skrg ni,aq sgka panas smpai ke ptg,rupe2nye hujan ribut di tgh hri,during the holidays…dye tb2 mtk clash ngan aq,nk gugur jntung aq bce msg yg dye send kt aq,n dye nyatakn sbb dye wt cm2 n aq trime wlaupun aq brat ht ink lpaskn dye,xpe la…bkn jdoh aq kot,nk wt cmne ag,p seriously dye yg takhir bgi aq…slagi cincin yg dye bgi ade di jari aq,slagi 2 la dlam hti aq ni ade dye…n brita baik di akhir thun,aq lulus final exam u foundation program aq,n thun 2012 aq akn mlgkah sbgai sorg pljar ijazah sarjana muda perguruan,n aq syukur sgt,Alhamdulillah…aq ase ckup la entry u kli ni,ntikn entry aq u thun 2012 plak ea,ok la…got to go now,Peace Yooo!!!

Jiwa Kacau

Salam n hye all,jiwa kacau???eyup,jiwa kacau skrg nih...aq pn xtau la nape ngan aq nih,smenjak skit hri tuh...aq x bfikir as a normal person,mcm2 bnde mngarut yg aq fikir lam benak fikiran aq nih...truk2,ble aq pkir blik...yela,bdoh plak ase,p nk wt cmne...da tpikir cmtuh,huhuhu...okai,hri jumaat lpas aq blik umah...bgun2 tdo pgi tuh,abah aq col n suh blik kjap...ade hal pnting katanya,so lenjan je la dri kuala terengganu ke kemaman...ltih,pnat tuh jgn ckap la kn,ngan health condition aq yg x sbrapa nih...at last,ble smpai umah,abah aq ckap sal pnyakit aq,fiuhhh!!!lega asenye...da jmpe solution,sme ade operation or new method,ntah nme pe method tuh aq pn xtau la,so aq blik bncg ngan abah aq u plih method yg ane satu nk gune...stlah dpikir n wt kputusan,aq plih method bru sbb lau aq plih nk wt operation,doc ckap risiko u komplikasi agak tgi...so aq xnk amek risiko tuh,aq nk hdup bhgia brsame yg trsyg...so hri rabu nih aq akan g wt treatment tuh,hope selamat la sumenye...aq da x than ngan sume dugaan nih,bley dikatakn every night aq ngis sorg2 pkirkn sal diri aq nih...crying silently,eyup!!!xde org tau...aq xnk org tau mslah aq nih,ok la...da ngtuk nih,gtg blog trsyg...mybe esok aq conteng ag ngan luahan hti aq nih,daaa :)

It's My Life

Salam n hye all.....sedih,kecewa,sume skli brcampur baur prasaan aq skrg nih...asal sume nih jdi kt aq???hina sgt ke diri aq nih???seriously kbhagiaan amat ssah skli u dicari tp amat mudah skli u mrasai khlangannya,ape slah aq???rupe2nye ape yg aq bmbgkn sjak dua tiga hari yg lpas mgkin akan mnjadi knyataan,Ya Allah...hbatnya dugaanMu pda hambaMu ini,trlalu byak aq diuji...blom puas aq mngecapi nikmat bhgia,bertubi ujian dtang melanda...for the first time entry diiringi air mata yg x hnti2 mgalir...mula2 skit,lpas tuh,knyataan phit ini plak ke yg aq hrus trime???aq x sggup...mcm mne aq nk hdapi hri2 yg akn dtg???final exam ag...aduh!!!ape sume nih???aq pn ingin mrasa hdup bhgia...hurmmm...ntah la,da nsib aq cmni kot,ok la...not in the mood,daaa :(

Only One :)

I dedicated this song 4 u my love, Tqah Nasir...

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up and I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out
And try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go but there's just no one
That gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

I've made my mistakes, lead you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone


And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out untill you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out
And try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go but there's just no one
That gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note for you, my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out
And try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go but there's just no one
No one like you
You are my only, my only one

Terrible Week :(

salam n hye all,lme da x wt entry bru...bkn x nk wt p aq mgharungi satu mgu yg amat mnyakitkn,aq xtau pe mslahnye n skrg nih...da smgu aq skit,hurmmm...ntah la,kifarah dosa kot...xpe,aq trime,p seriously aq mmg btol2 skit...ngan demam,batuk,selsema n segala bagai...plus pnyakit pelik kpale aq yg dtg blik secara tiba2,first time aq mnangis sorg2 memikirkan nasib aq nih...Oh Tuhan,adakah mahu dijemput blik hambaMu ini???spanjang hidup aq,x pnah aq ase skit sbegini...p aq trime segalanya,mgkin ni dugaan dariNya wt aq :) btw,tq to my fmly 4 their concern towards me,n not to forget,the queen of my heart...Tqah Nasir,always be there when i need u...so skrg nih exam week,u aq...mgu yg agak memeritkn,nk stdy...xchat plak tuh,hadoi...mmg lgsung xde mood!!!so kpda kwn2 yg trase hti jika gurauan kamo sume x dlyan,sory la ok...but really appreciate ur efforts to make me smile :) aq ase enuf la u entry kli nih...n lastly,please pray 4 my health ok!!!daaa :)