Jiwa Kacau

Salam n hye all,jiwa kacau???eyup,jiwa kacau skrg nih...aq pn xtau la nape ngan aq nih,smenjak skit hri tuh...aq x bfikir as a normal person,mcm2 bnde mngarut yg aq fikir lam benak fikiran aq nih...truk2,ble aq pkir blik...yela,bdoh plak ase,p nk wt cmne...da tpikir cmtuh,huhuhu...okai,hri jumaat lpas aq blik umah...bgun2 tdo pgi tuh,abah aq col n suh blik kjap...ade hal pnting katanya,so lenjan je la dri kuala terengganu ke kemaman...ltih,pnat tuh jgn ckap la kn,ngan health condition aq yg x sbrapa nih...at last,ble smpai umah,abah aq ckap sal pnyakit aq,fiuhhh!!!lega asenye...da jmpe solution,sme ade operation or new method,ntah nme pe method tuh aq pn xtau la,so aq blik bncg ngan abah aq u plih method yg ane satu nk gune...stlah dpikir n wt kputusan,aq plih method bru sbb lau aq plih nk wt operation,doc ckap risiko u komplikasi agak tgi...so aq xnk amek risiko tuh,aq nk hdup bhgia brsame yg trsyg...so hri rabu nih aq akan g wt treatment tuh,hope selamat la sumenye...aq da x than ngan sume dugaan nih,bley dikatakn every night aq ngis sorg2 pkirkn sal diri aq nih...crying silently,eyup!!!xde org tau...aq xnk org tau mslah aq nih,ok la...da ngtuk nih,gtg blog trsyg...mybe esok aq conteng ag ngan luahan hti aq nih,daaa :)

It's My Life

Salam n hye all.....sedih,kecewa,sume skli brcampur baur prasaan aq skrg nih...asal sume nih jdi kt aq???hina sgt ke diri aq nih???seriously kbhagiaan amat ssah skli u dicari tp amat mudah skli u mrasai khlangannya,ape slah aq???rupe2nye ape yg aq bmbgkn sjak dua tiga hari yg lpas mgkin akan mnjadi knyataan,Ya Allah...hbatnya dugaanMu pda hambaMu ini,trlalu byak aq diuji...blom puas aq mngecapi nikmat bhgia,bertubi ujian dtang melanda...for the first time entry diiringi air mata yg x hnti2 mgalir...mula2 skit,lpas tuh,knyataan phit ini plak ke yg aq hrus trime???aq x sggup...mcm mne aq nk hdapi hri2 yg akn dtg???final exam ag...aduh!!!ape sume nih???aq pn ingin mrasa hdup bhgia...hurmmm...ntah la,da nsib aq cmni kot,ok la...not in the mood,daaa :(

Only One :)

I dedicated this song 4 u my love, Tqah Nasir...

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up and I give up
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out
And try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go but there's just no one
That gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

I've made my mistakes, lead you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone


And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out untill you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out
And try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go but there's just no one
That gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note for you, my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out
And try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go but there's just no one
No one like you
You are my only, my only one

Terrible Week :(

salam n hye all,lme da x wt entry bru...bkn x nk wt p aq mgharungi satu mgu yg amat mnyakitkn,aq xtau pe mslahnye n skrg nih...da smgu aq skit,hurmmm...ntah la,kifarah dosa kot...xpe,aq trime,p seriously aq mmg btol2 skit...ngan demam,batuk,selsema n segala bagai...plus pnyakit pelik kpale aq yg dtg blik secara tiba2,first time aq mnangis sorg2 memikirkan nasib aq nih...Oh Tuhan,adakah mahu dijemput blik hambaMu ini???spanjang hidup aq,x pnah aq ase skit sbegini...p aq trime segalanya,mgkin ni dugaan dariNya wt aq :) btw,tq to my fmly 4 their concern towards me,n not to forget,the queen of my heart...Tqah Nasir,always be there when i need u...so skrg nih exam week,u aq...mgu yg agak memeritkn,nk stdy...xchat plak tuh,hadoi...mmg lgsung xde mood!!!so kpda kwn2 yg trase hti jika gurauan kamo sume x dlyan,sory la ok...but really appreciate ur efforts to make me smile :) aq ase enuf la u entry kli nih...n lastly,please pray 4 my health ok!!!daaa :)

Cuti Deepavali

okai3...salam n hye all,new entry!!!msti sume curious kn???hahaha,rilek yep tenang...sabar!!!tgok tjuk entry (Cuti Deepavali) mule2 aq hepy la gak nk cuti kn,smgu kot...p ble da dkat nk cuti,ase sdih la plak,knape???buat insan2 yg diserang penyakit cinta,mmg parah ble berjauhan brsame pasangan msing2,x gtuh???so aq kne la sbar gak by hook or by crook,smgu jek...ps2 dpat la jmpe blik,hehehe (gelak gedik) owh...igt x ag anak2 ktorg,enot ngan koko???cuti kli nih turn aq jga dyeorg,so mama dyeorg tgok la ea,cmne papa mithali mnjga ank2 kura2 ngan elok :) jgn bmbg n ragu2 ngan kmampuan sy!!!ok la...hope to see u T Q A H N A S I R  in one piece after the Deepavali holiday ya!!!L.O.V.E u so much my dear!!!n lastly,aq suke u kongsi phrase nih,quote by someone...hidup ini umpama gula-gula,masam,manis dan kadangkala masin :)

Love,Love,Love

salam n hye all...new entry again!!!skrg nih aq lbih suke u bckap sal kisah cinta aq,hee :) nape???aq pn xtau,aq suke sgt u share sal kisah cinta aq skrg nih...sbab aq ase sweet sgt,dye trime aq seadanye,sorg yg gler2 n hyper nkal!!!hahaha...n aq trime dye seadanye,i2 plg pnting bgi satu hbungan bgi ktorg,trime psgan msng2 seadanye...ktorg ade anak skrg nih,ops!!!bkn anak btol,lmbat ag nk mkn nasi myak,anak kura2...nmenye enot n koko,hehehe...n mybe anak kura2 tuh jdi cara ktorg kongsi ksih syg ktorg,sbab kdg2 aq yg jga,kdg2 dye yg jga...so anak kura2 tuh dpat ksih syg yg ckup dri papa n mama dyeorg!!!ckup la kot u entry kli nih,sje jek update sbab aq ngah tman insan ksygan aq wt keje,n lastly T_ _ _ N_ _ _ _,tq sbab hdir lam dup sy,n sy nk awk tau yg sy sygkn awk!!!saranghae!!!

Aku Cinta Kamo!!!

salam n hye all,da lme aq x update blog aq nih...so,new entry ya!!!new love story,aq suke kongsi cter cinta bru aq nih,sbab aq ase sweet sgt,pknalan antara aq n si dia nih bkanlah dirancang pn,n ianya merupakan cinta muka buku!!!hehehe...stlah dkat sbulan aq knal dye,aq mula ase yg aq suke dye sgt2,sbab pe???biar aq jek yg tau :) p mse aq nk approach dye tuh,pye la malu,hy Tuhan jek yg tau...aq pn xtau nape tb2 aq ase cmtuh,n last skli,aq luahkn gak pe yg aq ase kt dye,n alhamdulillah...dye trime aq,n saat ktorg couple,hri raya ptame!!!hari yg penuh bermakna bgi aq...sgt2 bermakna!!!n alhamdulillah...skrg nih da dkat 2 bulan hbgan ktorg,aq da jmpe fmly dye n dye pn da jmpe fmly aq,n mak aq npaknye suke ngan plihan aq,ok la tuh...wt followers aq,doakn kbhgiaan ktorg ok :) aq cinta kamo whai T_ _ _ N_ _ _ _

Matured???

aq ni x matang ke???lau aq x matang,cmne aq bley hdup smpai skrg ni,mksud aq...hdup ngan berjaya gak la...krg2 aq da jdi bakal cikgu skrg ni,cmne 2???

aq dpat offer akademi diplomasi kot...jdi pegawai tadbir diplomatik malaysia ke kedutaan malaysia di azerbaijan...

aq lau g sana,dpat keje kt kedutaan,uruskn hal2 berkaitan malaysia,da siap lpas tmuduga jpa kot,x matang ag ke 2???

spe2 y bce ni,tlg la nilai sendiri yek,aq xksah pe2 pnilaian sklipn...:)ni note aq,bkn note bpak aq...

br2 ni aq maen ragbi kt institut pendidikan guru,da aq kn maen,aq tpakse maen je la,p best gak maen ragbi nih...

nk dijadikan cter,aq da bertembung ngan classmate aq sndri,pnye la kuat bertembung,aq rasa cm lost kjap...

lpas 2 aq rasa kpla aq ni da x ok,cm sial jek...aq rasa pnas kt mlut aq,rupe2nye mlut aq ni luka truk yek...cm miss amrien plak aq ckap,miss amrien 2 tutor aq,punye la skit hri 2,tuhan jek y tau,aq da pengsan,sdar2 da muntah n ade kt blik kuliah...

aq x sempat nk bgtau kt kekasih hati aq,ye la...tgh nazak kot mse 2,st ag aq tkut dye bmbg nti,aq xnk org y aq syg bmbg kt aq,even parents aq pn aq bgtau lpas aq blik dri klinik...lpas dye tau aq skit 2,dye ngis kot,aq rasa la dri aq ni disayangi kjp...

ps2 dye aq rasa cm bese je,aq x bley nk bce la hti org ni kn,so...lau awak bce ni,sory la yek...:)sy hnya mluahkn prsaan je

dye mrah aq cter mslh hbgan aq ngan dye kt org laen,da 2 x kn la aq nk cter kt dye plak,2 mslh aq ngan dye je kot...

kdg2 rasa cm bangang,ye la...aq ni kn x matang,act like childish,well...sir syaqil kot,hahaha...fuck off!!!

3 hri kpla aq bdenyut...aq da rasa ni bkn migrain y bese aq kne,mmg btol sgkaan aq,kpla aq membengkak lol...

aq g scan kt hspital,ade 3 urat yg bengkak dlm kpla aq ni,cmne nk explain 2,nk stdy ag...ya allah,skitnye aq...

terkedu aq td mse doc ckap cm2,truknye dugaan yg aq trime...bak kte muzark,kifarah dosa...yeah!!!aq still pkir positif ag...cg kot,aq sgt skit skrg ni,luaran aq mmg ok...p dlman aq ni,aq ngan yg Maha Kuasa je y tau...

stkat ni je la,ok la,salam satu malaysia!siga saga...

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My Matters

Within my earthy temple, there's a crowd
There's one of us that's humble, one that's proud
There's one that's broken-hearted for his sins
There's one that unrepentant sits and grins
There's one that loves his neighbour as himself
And one that cares for naught but fame and pelf
From much corroding care, I should be free

If it could once determine which is me

di bulan Ramadhan nih,mai la kte same2 menghayati sejenak keindahan agama Islam :)

Masih mekar kenangan indah
Zaman gemilang Islam menjulang
Ketika rasul ada bersama
Para sahabat mentadbir dunia

Zaman nubuwwah era khulafa
Islam umpama api membara
Menerangi ummah dan juga sahabat
Bahangnya bagai membakar lawan

Di celah itulah kami mengatur
Langkah membina sebuah tamadun
1 barisan 1 perjuangan
Bersama kita segera tunaikan
Amanah rasul itu yg utama

Ayuh semua para mujahid
Ayuh semua mujahidah
Mari bersama kita nyalakan
Bara perjuangan di dalam diri

Agar tertegak kalimah Ilahi

Heart Game

melihat kamo sdah ckup mggembirakn hti ini...wlaupn aq x lagi dhargai :)

New Love???

senyuman manis yg dibawa angin tb2 mengingatkn aq kpda si dia :)